Here's the insulting, bullshit summary from my report from an allegedly qualified radiologist.
In regards to the MRI: "... unremarkable appearance of the brain."
In regards to the MRA: "... unremarkable intracranial angiogram."
It's a terrible thing to be judged as unremarkable. They always tell you, "Everybody is good at something. Everybody is special," but it's just another fucking lie. This guy really rubs my face in it though. I'm at my lowest point in years and my self-esteem has plummeted at least 65 points but he couldn't care less. He's a sadist. I'm sure he's seen a lot of brains over the years and I would have thought this fact should have increased his sensitivity to the feelings of those in my position. Not so. Instead he launches an angry, ad hominem attack.
"... the major flow voids appear unremarkable ... the globes, orbits, and mastoid air cells are unremarkable."
I'm not going to repeat what he wrote about my basilar cisterns. It's repugnant. In short - I'm crushed. I've spent so much time working on things like my distal vertebral arteries and it's been a complete waste. I used to think I had a healthy and realistic impression of my body. I used to think I was somewhat attractive - but it's clear now that I've been delusional. I'm the proverbial ugly ducking. It's worse than that. I'm homely on the inside. I've been living a lie. I've got to give some serious thought about what to do now that my hopes and dreams for the future are gone. I may have to remove myself from society so as not to upset the delicate sensibilities of remarkable people.
Id get a second opinion. They just hand out those damn degrees these days. I know people who have high school diplomas who cant read. Maybe he was reading it upside down. Maybe inverted. Maybe it was so remarkable it made him feel insecure. I would look into this more if I were you.
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